Hey....

Hi Peeps... i haven been online for a while... well truthfully my life has been ultra sucky for the past few days... haiz... well ever since the day after lanning... ping has not been talking to me... everytime i try he avoids me... i dun know what the hell is up with him... i don't even know if i did something wrong... hey you can tell me you know ping... like i won't understand like that xia...haiz.. i dunno la... well Alot of things have happened ove r the last few days... well... most are confidential so a full stop there... you know it is really fun to talk to deanne ... she is so funny... haha... any hows... well salman and will both got their QD's haiz sianz.. all they do is play xia... what the hell dun care la... well studying harder these days... well i really have to buck up... especially my add math and sciences.... haiz... what to do.. life is not getting easier... well i din have tuition the 2 days... but well i dunno.. seems like my cus is kinda sick... haha.... yesterday... i went back home after school... din want to go to mac with the guys... i guess i am slowly being rejected back to being so called friendless again... haiz... i dunno what i should do or say.. life is so damn confusing... haiz i dun feel like blogging now... i dunno i might be back later updating this post... haiz....

Heyz...

Hey peeps.... Whats up... Well i coild not blog yesterday juz well it was late and i wanted to sleep.... Well Yesterday i went to school my initial plan was to meet Pl william they all for ballin.... I got there early and wanted to mop the place up...[rain night B4].... Well Juz as I was abt to start guess what happened?... Thunder Storm... Whoopee.... Super Sian... So in the end no one came and i had to go for choir... Even more sian.... haiz haiz....well after school Played Black jack with chikon and some other people... win some money xia... not bad....  well after that... Me Naz, Kum Kum went to mac to meet SJ..... Help KumKum with her speech..... Whaa Damn funny... Make fun of each other until damn Chia Lat... haha.... Took so many whacky pics of Kum Kum...[ If your wondering kum kum is kumari...] haha.... So many jokes xia... we were there till 4+... Then we went back i went to the bball court near my house to relieve some stress.... I went Back home at 8 +... Yeah i know you might be wondering why i din blog... well my dad scolded me for no reason again... so what did i do... i juz went to bed....  Well Today i went to school for the performance.... It was cool.... The food was gd as well.... haha..... Played Black Jack again... haha earn even more money.... Damn fun.... Haha... well the performance was ok... even the Minister came to congratulate us... not bad xia..... haha... after that went back choir room... change... then we all went for lunch... My poor Daughter...[ shu hui] cannot eat vegetarian... so sad.... well later we went to look at the sale.... I saw The Big Big Bear.... wha i wanted to buy.... I know who will want it.... haha so cheep $5 only... But it was already sold.... sianz.... haha then help shunui get a balloon.... she damn funny xia..... after that go home.... haiz sian.... eat a bit... do my speech playgame continue speech.. now blogging... nothing better to do.... Haiz sianz... well The Big One Signing Off....

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hey all... today started pretty good.... Well pccg lesson was interesting... had a play... it was very meaningful.... well social lesson had a test on merger seperation, sri lanka and northern ireland...  Sure fail wan lah.... haha.... well after that was physics.... it was very good as i got to learn a lot better in that small a group... and it is clearer too... after recess... english... well the rest of the class had to do summary while i sat with mrs tan to go through my speech... whaaa finally i had finished...hopefully it is good enough.... haha... well after school i came home to take money then went back to school.... Had chem remedial today.... I passed my test xia... damn loving it... and pass quite well also leh....  Siwei Also Pass Xia... Must BE tyco one... DN also... All So tyco... Haha..... well after that we planned to go to BK.. this time i asked siwei and DN.... In the end a total of 11 of us went... Damn fun... Those who went... Salman, william, pohloong, chuan eih, ping, DN, SW, Shann, eunice, Amanda and me... Damn fun.... Go there we had a sharing session... Every one was asked a few questions... All in all it was good... i found out what people really think about me... It was an enlightening experience.... well after that we all went to take neo print.... haha... damn fun... all squeezed only william... Act cool only xia... haha jkjk..... after that they all went home... then me and william and ping went shopping for some stuff... we met one of pings cousins and aunty there... wha ping kenna busted xia....  We accidentaly revealed a secret... haha... hope nothing bad happen lo.... damn funny after that went home..... nothing much after that.... other than getting scolded for no reason again... haiz.... sianz..... The Big One Signing Off.........

Hey all...

I am so pissed.... Someone Actually had the cheek to open my bag tear up my compo and take my speech.. If i find out who it was i think i wll murder... What the Well man... tear the compo nvm la... Must Take my speech issit... i have a rough feeling who it might be but i win put any names down yet... i suggest that that person plz return my speech or i think i might just visit mrs tan, tell her who i suspect and why.... and i do believe i have every right to suspect that person... Siwei i am sure now that some one took it i check home like a mad when i came back.... i am sick of this first my pencilcase now this... damn irritating...  I'd guess people whould never change... but what the hell any way today was gd the chem test was not all that hard.... physics also i understand... looks like my revision is working hopefully it would be enough make it to the course of my choice... Haiz... Well i have just redid my speech.. and if anything happens to this one i am going to go crazy.. i mean crazy... haiz still got comprehension to do after that revision... maybe i would be doing A. maths.... Kinda depends... i need to revise kinematics and relative velocity closely... getting kinda stumped at the questions... well after school remedial was ok... mrs ng was there so it was good as i could ask her about the sums... after that i had to go for choir... found out what colour the shirt was... not too bad a kinda deep blue... well this sat is the rehearsal and sunday is tha day... Anyone going? i dunno hopefully people go... i dun want to perform for nothing...  well after the quick briefing i went for my add maths remedial... it was on sets... well iactually founf id easier than the midyear one..... hopefully mrs ng would get harder sums soon.... heard that today was the 3rd 4th placing match.. for the inter class bball... 3t1 against 4e5... i hope 4e5 win... i would feel better.... i heard paul organised a friendly with 4e4.... hope we can win... Well i should be getting back to my compo... The Big One Signing Off

HI.... Sianz...

Hi All... The Day was ok today... I think pauk is still mad at me... Haiz dunno la... Still The same .... Maybe it was my fault....  haiz... Today morn i saw the msg from sw... I looked for the thinner but cannot find... sorry hor.... And what thing about Physics ten year series.... Then Later in class me DN and SW were dicussing the davinci code.... Whaaa Say i cheat their feelings.... No fun wan... Haiz After that they went into a discussion bout Paganism and christianity.... for some unknown reason they left me out of it... Sad... nvm... after recess went to com lab for cme again.... haha so fun... discussing bout presidents..... after that had english period... I think SW need glasses xia... xan read words that are not there.... and can read words differently... damn funny... yah today i think got fight xia... between parthiban and some FTP guy.....damn Lame Shouting from one level to the other.... crazy one.... Haiz... After school oral... damn sian xia i think i fail.... If really fail ah i can go die liao la....  After oralWent to talk with SW eunice and connie... SW still trying to guess who i like... even eunice guess liao leh..... So funny Xia.... haha... Haiz now i have to redo my speech...  and still got compo to do... die xia.... I am halfway through my compo liao... Dunno how to do the speech ... Haiz i should not have spoken so confidently.... Sianz... And i have to present next monday.... What a joke... And my topic so hard... xia la... dieing.... still have to practice for the impromtu..... haiz... i think i going to pass out liao la.... See how la...  I hope i dun need to perfrom in front of the class... embarassing xia.. Haiz now doing compo... hope can finish xia... or else i finish for sure.... Later i may be back... The Big One Signing Off.....

Heyz....

Hey All.... Haiz Feeling sian..... Today Kenna Busted... Say I the One Who Cause The Team To Lose.... Paul Do you really Think so??? You Know It IS very Hurting.... I feel So Crushed.... Am I The Only One Who Make Mistakes.... Do You Think i Want the team to lose??? I Dunno Lah.... Feel DAmn Lost Bout It NOw... After What We Did In P.E. Do You Really Think So Still??? Haiz.... Any Way... Mrs Tan finally read through my speech.... she wanted me to improve more on it... Looks like it's back to the drawing board... Is Obsession A gd Topic... Plz Post a comment.... Well After recess Me And deanne Suan Siwei... HaHa So funny She thought she knew who i like... She guessed so many names but none were on target... Ha Ha... It Was So Obvious Who I Liked That Even Deanne Could guess.... Well We Suan Her Like hell Ha Ha.... I Think She Tried TO Ignore me... Haha... She talked to her eraser... tried to make fun of me... i did the same only i talked to my calculator... it was so lame.... haha... Haiz Deanne Asked Me to tell That Person That I liked That Person... But I dunno... I dun Have The Guts.... Haiz I guess It is the Fear Of Rejection.... Haiz... Well After School Got maths competition.... Total waste of time and money.... Haiz... After that went to BK.... I called SW but she went out i think so never mind... Me william Poh loong Chuan eih chikon and salman went... so Lame we went there din have the chicken whopper offer... Y? No Stock Lame RIght... But William Was A genious Say Lets Go Kopitiam...Ha Ha so they gave us offer.... In the end i still ate the Whopper meal... Normal Whopper i mean.... There We met Dorothy and edward... Learnt all about JC life... Wow i see the time table can faint... Finish at 4.45..... Well i learnt all the tricks of the trade from them... Suddenly Ping and bobby came... First time i see bobby... He is a very nice guy... So fun to be with... From then on the suaning of ping began... Ha Ha.. SO nice to be with frenz... tomolo we going far east... see phone... They might be buying... after that go home with bobby... He live in Yio Chu Kang So i can go home with him... Fun talking to him...Ping Sure gonna kill us tomolo... Haha...Well...Juz now had tuition.. studied physics.... Now Bloggin.. was chatting with WATSON... Crap xia.. But What the heck... Brother is brother.... Ha Ha... Anyway i think i should be signing off... The Big One Signing Off......

Wassup...

Hey People... How's it going? any way.... Sat was ok.... I went to School in the morning to play bball.... It was cool... Had Loads of fun.... After that went to mac at potong to study with Naz and SJ... So funny... Naz brought some cake... so sweet of her... well after studying we walked al the way to USSS there.... then went to The Salvationg Army.... Had some gd stuff there..... After that... i went home... bathed and went out to meet PL william TCE... we went to jeremy's house... His Bdae party... damn fun... We played ball at the indoor court and .....CHUAN EIH DUNKED amazing.... Wow... We had some food... Played truth or dare with the girls and Some 4E1 guys... Oh yeah.. Made a lot of frenz from 4E1.... Not A bad day....
 
Now Today..............
 
I woke At 12 pm.... For no rhyme or reason..... My dad scolded me...... Not surprising... i think he is Biased against me... Still Has not appologised for the money incident.... Well i went out in the after noon met ping and bought Charmaine's bDae present... Yeah i wished her At midnight Last night.... Hope She is feeling better about her Piano..... Well i came back home and right now blogging.... Not really an interesting day.... Atill Pissed With my dad... Haiz.. Well The Big One Signing Off.....

I Am Back

Hey all thanx for your concern you guys.... You guy are so sweet.... "blushing"   haha... Well the culprit was found out.... Guess Who?  Anyone? well it was my sister.... What a stuck up B*tch she is..... not that i lke to use vulgarities but this was insane... She had the consience to say that i did it.... Wow.... I was so pissed... Anyway i am also pissed with FABIAN..... What the hell he still needs to grow up... he is such a pain..... I fought with him again.... on wednesday..... yesterday i nearly fought with him cuz he pissed me..... gd thing it was during class.... And better for having frenz like Poh loong, Deanne, Siwei and Ian ling....Not Forgetting Kenneth Lai... I might have blown up twice in a row if they were not there.... Now today.... Man I saw something which i should not se.... [not commenting any further]..... haiz.... now, Poh loong.... how can you do that to me..... damn irritating leh.... i did something wrong meh... no right.... wha kaoz... make me pissed... like i not pissed enough like that.... Yeah fabian started his crap again today.... that was why i was pissed..... er.... well... we had banding for physics today... it was gd.... ms wang is a superb teacher.... well i do hope my chem and physic's marks will pull up... speaking of chem... Chi kon, Kenneth and me did not go for remedial today cuz we had rehearsal... woopee... Now i am even more concerned for my chemistry..... i definitely dun wanna follow in chikon' footsteps and go to ITE.... Well.... I Still am pissed.... But.... what the heck.... Today the rehearsal was ok.... Kinda Lame as it was actually the speech day rehearsal... Well i guess i am going off may be back later.... The Big One Signing Off

Tuesday...

Fark... My own dad thinks i stole $200+ dollars from him.... and they were all coins... what the hell... like everytime something goes wrong i am the culprit... I hate this... He wanted to call the police... He threatened to kill.... What the hell.. It is so irritating... Why is so many things going wrong... Some one help... i really feel so desperate... Why is the oldest one always the scapegoat... My life is getting worse by the minute... I Feel so confused... In the first place... How can it be me... i leave B4 my parents and reach home after them... Help me... some one anyone...i feel like God has cursed me... I really feel like running from home now... I figure it would better for me... No one really cares for me... I am always the odd one out... No one would really spend time with me... now even my family... In school also... i am the one who gets bullied... I have had so many hardships and they still dun seem to be ending.. I am going Crazy... This could be the last blog i write... He might even kill me tonight... He wants to know the truth... Why is it what i say is false... I guess i had better say the things in my heart... Yani, Naz, Ping, Pl.... Thanx for being there for me.... If the police come to investigate i am sure you all will lose your trust in me...Yeah Ruby too... SW i am sorry i always make fun of you... you too deanne... SW i hope you wun forget the times we had k? I wun... Haiz... I will only say these to people who treat me as a true fren.... I LOVE YOU GUYS...

I Hope to see you guys tomorrow in school... Peace k...

Monday...

Feeling much better.... Bout those stuff... could not find time to talk to nazreen.. kinda bz day really... I hope that things will remain as they are.... And i hope that PEOPLE WILL GROW UP yeah... really what a pain in the arse people can be... Played some ball today... nearly sprained my ankle again... Ouch... Finally i began seriously studying... Had both humans today... geog was as usual the sleeping lesson.... Social i bit tought to sleep... Miss Kavitha's eyes are gd... after school social remedial... WHAT A PAIN... Haiz i am sure gonna die when she see's my paper... But i wun die alone...PING will die with me... MUWAHAHAHAHA... After school i went out with the guys to BK... Enjoyed the Whopper meal.... Only 3.90.... went back home and had tuition... pretty boring but that's my life... Well next week is interclass BBall and soccer.... i hope everyone will come cheer us on... Especially the girls.... Hahaha... Siwei must come hor... Hahahaha... I guess thats abt it.... The Big One Signing Off.... 8:21 PM

Sobz....

Hey all... Haiz not feeling gd...Had bad news... Saturday was the muster parade and well it was so boring...Had nothing to do... Well after that me salman shahjahan and rino went to mac to eat...On the way to mac we were mobbed by Donation boxes... Aaargh... at mac we met nazreen and yani that group...And SJ Shared with us his flirting skills... haha... When we left which was about 11.. i had to go buy some stationary.. SJ and naz tagged along... so sweet of them... later that evening me william PL Siwei Eunice Paul Fabian and ping went out to eat steam boat... so nice... it was a buffet but only $10...Then the bad part the conversation was getting out of hand and suddenly for no apparent reason and got Xia Lan until crazy... Even After the food we were walking to marina bay mrt also i kenna... Paul and eunice... Fabian....All made fun i was getting so mad... Siwei then asked us to stay over at her place... I called my parents...but to no avail i felt weird... like something bad was about to happen... So i did no go to SW house at all... I am glad i din... After hearing things from ping this morning i think i would have gone crazy... The last thing i did was to call shann and wish her happy bdae at Midnight.

today... Went out to study...Then play lan...After what ping told me i began contemplating alot... Then ping made me feel better by saying a piece of information that he left out...even still i din feel gd... i went to play ball to vent out my feeling but i could not... i could not stop thinking... Haiz What a BAD Weekend it was... I am feelng so confused right now... I dun know what i should do... Thing always seem to be happening against me...I need some answers... And someone who cares to tell them to me... Haiz... I haven felt like this B4... I want to talk to someone but i always falter... i guess it was not meant to be... i dun even feel like signing off....What the hell....Haiz...

sunday and monday.

Wow no time to blog yesterday....had prayers until 12+.... well hi all...yesterday was plain boring... went to the lanshop only to find that i can't connect to battle net....super sian.... whole day wasted..haiz today....ping PS us man he cannot play lan...and he said can yesterday.... haiz...so playing game....Hitman...then study some physics......now helping yani with her coursework....hope she does ok...Well the Big One Signing Off.....

Sat...

Hey all...Well Sat was ok...went to school to play ball and thats it...well shot some videos of pl william and chuan eih...and will took a pic of me....heehee ok lah...well played some games then blogged...well bye all....The Big One Signing Off...

Friday at last....

Finally Friday...and boy after recess is the best...It was mother tongue period and since i was taking basic mother tongue..i din have to go to class...woohoo..went to the library and lazed at the reading corner...reading a few books and all....now to rant... Aaaargh...Mrs yong chose me, chikon and kenneth to lead the choir[ and most probably the whole school] in racial harmony day songs.... WHAT A DRAG....Dang..Well after that we had physics...Oh yeah Ping Lent me his 3650... so nice man...and i lent me t 300 to SiWei...Her Phone Got confiscated...long story....well i wish ALL the best to everyone...tomolo...May the force be with you... The Big One Signing Off....9:37 PM

Thursday.....

Hey all...Today we finally met our new P.E. teacher Mr. Loganathan...we can call him logan[x.men logan...you know what i mean]. Anyway according to reliable sources he is a good teacher. i hope so..what the heck today the speech was alright. i mean nothing wierd happened...hopefully and well the guys were ok for some unknown reason..well after school played some balll came home tuition and now blogging .....what a GOD DAMN BORING DAY!!!!!!!!!!!!Need to blow off steam buaiz...Big One Signing Off...8:49 PM